November 4th, 2005 by iloveayel
"EMPT HART"
I can’t wait no more for the truth to reveal
(that) nowhere the chance could be
(that) there will ever be a ‘you and me’
Might I regret the feeling that I wasted
and cast in you the feelings I thought I never painted
But you know I will always do the things we used to do
I will always sing the song you used to sing
and seek the time I ask you for
Forgive me babe, I can’t love you more…
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September 30th, 2005 by iloveayel
TO BE WITH YOU
Hold on little girl
Show me what he’s done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can’t be that bad
* When it’s through, it’s through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
** I’m the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
[Repeat **]
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile
[Repeat * , ** , **]
Just to be the next to be with you
– played almost everyday, heard it in almost every mouth, must hear talaga!
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September 3rd, 2005 by iloveayel
Ain’t No Mountain High
Listen, baby
Ain’t no mountain high
Ain’t no vally low
Ain’t no river wide enough, baby
If you need me, call me
No matter where you are
No matter how far
Just call my name
I’ll be there in a hurry
You don’t have to worry
‘Cause baby,
There ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you
Remember the day
I set you free
I told you
You could always count on me
From that day on I made a vow
I’ll be there when you want me
Some way,some how
‘Cause baby,
There ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you
No wind, no rain
My love is alive
Way down in my heart
Although we are miles apart
If you ever need a helping hand
I’ll be there on the double
As fast as I can
Don’t you know that
There ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you
Don’t you know that
There ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
>>>super napapasayaw ako ng song na toh<<<
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August 26th, 2005 by iloveayel
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
My mind’s not working at all–> I’m workin on this paper (on Psychology), still I haven’t come up with a good start…For the record, I’ve been sittin in front of the computer for 5 hours straight and the good Lord seems to be sleeping right now (perfect time to sleep, Jesus, but I badly need your help!) Hehe!!
Pano pa kaya pag nagthe-thesis na ko?
Anyway, Naglilihi ako ng Champorado kahapon pa…that’s why my mom brought me one this morning. I was so excited to dig in the food and hopin that by the time I finished it, I will forget my name kasi super sarap nga! Haaay… I feel terribly bad… Nampuch naman! Ampanget ng lasa!!! Lasang asukal… the champorado was too thin-out! wehehe! pero ok lang… i just realize na ang politics parang ganun… "dapat sana tamang tama ang pagkalapot, pero nasobrahan sa tubig, lumabnaw tuloy at hindi na kaaya-aya sa panlasa ng mga Pinoy, dapat sana mainit para malinamnam at huling huli ang kiliti ng mga mag-aalmusal, pero na-husto na sa hangin, lumamig at malapit ng mapanis…" (im not making any sense…well just some scribbles on my mind)
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August 12th, 2005 by iloveayel
‘think i’m gonna faint… it wasn’t so cool havin so much stuffs to do in school (wow nagrhyme)…pending lahat, don’t know how to start ‘em all. anyway it’s good na finally, nakauwi na ko sa lipa… it wasn’t really my plan to go back since i have some ‘BUSINESS’ to do sa KAtips pero my sister called and there’s an emergency daw sa bahay… hehe! Ok! so there, uwi uwi uwi…
i forgot to read newspaper kanina, ako pa naman yung kumuha sa guard… sabi ko kahit opinion pages lang ok na pero nakalimutan ko talaga. HuHuleng huleng talga ako! Vera just text me at hinahanap yung Inquirer… hehhe! Naalala ko lang. Nasa may comforter…=) isa pang huleng si vera!
Super likot ng mga pamangkin ko… at ang ingay!!! hehhe! namis ko din mga yun… di tuloy ako makakapag-aral dito sa bahay, syet 2 exams pa ko.
I’m doing my report ryt now sa Philo. =) Txtd carl na sya na lang magreport ng part ko ‘coz I don’t really have an idea what Carnap is talking about "pseudostatement stuff"… bait nung tao, he said yes! I was relieved!
My bestfriend, na tagal ko na di nakakausap eh nagparamdam sa ym… kausap na naman GG niya! Well, happy naman yung sis ko kaya I’m fine with them being GG- their sort of long distance ‘thingy’…=) I’m glad mabs happy.
I forgot to do some crunches today… my back hurts kasi.
Haven’t finish "Hush", 3 weeks ko na binabasa novel na yun…
I surely want to watch "IF ONLY" NyekS!! parang bago sa kin yun ah, romancE?? romance entails C-O-R-N-Y!!! heheh! and chocol8 factory pala.
speaking of corny, heheh dami corniks dito sa bahay… kaban kaban!
somebody’s really friendly today huh!!! =) but almost everbody’s remindin me about my b-day… my being 20 day! Heck!!!! magluluksa ako… tanda ko na pala.
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August 12th, 2005 by iloveayel
Sorry
in life nothings certain
you’ll never know when it’ll happen
some burn out while some fade away
it doesn’t matter we’re heading that way
if i had the time
i’ll spend it with you
time gets you old and weary
like a lifeless ordinary
some burn out while some fade away
i don’t want you to go
i want you to stay
if i could turn back the time
i’d spent it with you
i want you to know
eventhough you’re gone
that i’m drowning in tears
i wish you were here
and hear me say
believe me, i’m sorry
feels like everything is undone
peace of mind still i haven’t found
and time will heal those broken mends
i know it will come, but when will it end
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August 8th, 2005 by iloveayel
pucha! hirap ng exam sa polsci…
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August 6th, 2005 by iloveayel
I so hate the day today… tom and probably on monday. nakakainis kasi super dami kong exams this week. Waaaaaaaaaaah! I’ve never been this busy before. Super miss ko na talaga ang LIPA!!! gusto ko na umuwi… :’c
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July 24th, 2005 by iloveayel
I always wanted to grow up… when I was still at that period of time when a girl should enjoy playing her barbie doll, I played textcards and waterguns, kiting and habulan. That was so fun I could still smell my clothes stink. My only dream then was for my mother to buy me a toy- green telephone toy I once spotted at the store. I could have asked my mother to buy me that one, but I didn’t try. On one hand, I don’t want my mother to spend a penny on me. On the other hand, she would definitely say no (why bother ask?)! Sweet girl!
I always wanted to grow up… and become a doctor. That’s my ambition. Well, at least all my autographs can attest to that. But doctors used needles and force me to drink medicines I swear to God tastes like crap! Holy crap! And so suddenly I want to become a teacher. But my grade school teacher smacked a stick on my hands because I forgot to cut my nails. So I dismissed the idea of becoming one. I heard my sister wanted to become a journalist, it sounds good to the ears so I decided I also want to dream somebody else’s dream. I am such a copycat. But I finally got the chance to design my own ambition.
Friends call me Aelle. I must say some of them have already forgotten what my real name is. Being in an environment where ‘voices’ matters, ‘opinions’ play significant role and ‘principles’ are the defining characteristics, I choose to become different. I am a full time student, a shaper of my own reality and a lover of wisdom. I am definitely not a grown up person… not yet… haven’t matured a bit. And probably that’s the reason why I am oftentimes misunderstood. I major in business management for awhile but shifted to study social studies for good. Categorically, I enjoy the subjectivity of social studies because that gives me more satisfaction, freedom and open me up from different perspectives. The context of Philosophy is quiet beyond comprehension and that bothers me since I am an average thinker only. I choose Psychology as my minor prerogative and find my self loving it. People tend to throw stones with the field I choose to be a part of. It may not be as demanding as other courses are, but it is my chosen profession. It is a big thing for me. Most of the time, I contemplate on things that didn’t matter for some people. But small things matters great to me. I find happiness from simple things and find myself laughing at simple jokes. I am a friend to those who loves me, but definitely not an enemy to those who hates me… I am super in that I fight for what I believe is right. The usual girl who would find simple happiness from clothes, shoes, perfume, gadgets, ‘kare kare’ and ‘sisig’ and a love letter with flowers and chocolates, but I must say I am intrinsically different. Material things are prosthetics; they masquerade and define ‘beautiful’ things about you yet dismissing your real personality. I love people but I’d rather be a homebody than be with a cluttered crowd (I was a party pooper before, but since I am deprived of sleep I choose to stay at home instead). I am open for criticisms because they are considered as complements. I value my family first, career/acads second, friends’ third and love life last. My parents are my inspiration. I always ask myself what is in them that where it removed I am nothing. It is the same respect and admiration that a daughter would feel for her parents whom she loves so dearly. It is a ‘wonder’ how their tandem has supported and raise six of us their children. And so I quote from my bestfriend’s words “They are God’s Gift.” Though it has been taken the other way around in that we should be God’s gift to them, I say they are God’s gift to us even prior my and my siblings existence. My faith, my family and my commitment are the core foundation of my happiness. Mistakes strengthen me and make me a better person. Hence, I’m not scared of being last, lowest or a loser. In this game of life, I fight, I endure and I move on…
I always wanted to grow up… so I can ponder on so many things that were so often disregarded by many people. And be able to say with might and pride that life is worth reminiscing.
—Life must be understood backward. But it must be lived forward.
- Soren Kierkegaard
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July 9th, 2005 by iloveayel
I am thanking the following person because had it not for them, baka right now eh Taong grasa na ako… Haha!
My new unitmate Adonna: Salamat sa mga food na kinocook mo for us… wehehe! Advice lang: Hinaan ang boses kasi baka mareklamo na tayo ng neighbors natin. Weheh! Pareho pa naman tayo malakas ang boses!
My favourite JC: ikaw na nga ang magaling! pero salamat sa lahat grabeh mahal na ata kita! I don’t wanna reiterate myself to you kasi I’m being redundant na, I know you know me well than I know myself…
Mel: yung mga pinaresearch ko hehe ikaw ang gumawa lahat! Salamash!
Russell: Thanks for making my life miserable… Hindi kita maintindihan. Wish ko lang eh maireport kita ng maayos on monday!
Unix: Wahahah! Panget ikaw! Basta text ka lang, don’t make pahalata na hindi ikaw ako..
Ate Joy: Heheh! Salamat sa pagrereseta sa ken ng gamot!!! I survive my 3-day fever! thanks…
Nanay at Tatay: Naku!!! Payagan nyo na ako!???
Lord: sa lahat! mahal na mahal kita!
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