Silent Sentiments

God knows I’m
feeling bad today! And He knows how fervent I am to hear His answers on my
prayers. I’ve been praying hard these past few days… and sadly, nothings
change. Kahit anong tawag ko kasi, hindi ko maintindihan ang  mensaheng gusto niyang iparating. Sometimes, its even harder to figure out kung ako ang gusto niyang magdecide or i’ll surrender all my worries sa Kanya. What a difficult situation I’m in right now…!!

Few years from now, things would finally fall on their
proper places. I will encounter different people from different walks of life and
hear all their victories. I will see things differently and realize the
distance I place between them from where I stood right now. And the same guilt I will feel again and again…

"Sayang, kung ginalingan ko lang sana!"

Five years from now, I’m scared to think that I will still find myself looking for an ideal
world I could live  and an ideal self I will have to deal with.

In time, I will see things in my own perspective.

In time, I will decide for myself.

In time, I will see my own purpose…

All in God’s time.

When someone sees the same people everyday they wind up becoming a part of that person’s life. And they want the person to change. If someone isn’t what others want them to be the others become angry. Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives but none about his or her own.

-Paulo Coelho "The Alchemist"

Sacrifice is a part of life. It’s suppose to be. It’s not something to regret. It’s something to aspire to. Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you’re not really losin it. You’re just passing it on to someone else.

- Mitch Albom fr. The Five People You Meet in Heaven.

- Ganda ng words of wisdom na toh noh???

Message: Si Lord talaga alam kung kelan ako babatukan sa ulo. Here He is again trying to get my attention.

Hello! "…busy ka? naku mukha nga… tagal na natin di nagkikita… tagal mo na ako di dinadalaw… alam mo miss na kita… o sino yang nagtext sa iyo?… buti pa sa kanya nakapagreply ka agad… napansin ko ang dami mong ginagawa talaga… ang dami mo ring things to do diyan sa planner mo ah! * mapangarap ka talaga noh?… ang dami mong plano. nakakatuwa naman na malaman yan. kasama ba ako sa plano mo? ano? naku di ka agad makasagot… sige okay lang alam ko naman kung ano talaga sagot mo…* nakita kita nung Thursday, aga mo umalis sa office. alam mo ba, ang akala ko pupuntahan mo ako. ooppss! hindi pala! Nung Friday nag gimik pala kayo ng mga friends mo. umaga ka na nakauwi ah? naghintay ako sa’yo. pagpasok mo sa kuwarto mo, di mo ako napansin… haaay! kawawa ka naman siguradong kinabukasan masakit ang ulo mo, tanghali ka na gigising… Ang dami mong lakad, naghihintay ako na tayo naman ang maging magkasama kaya lang sa dami ng schedules mo sa trabaho at sa labas ng office parang malabo. O sige na, balik ka na sa work mo. i might be eating too much of your time maging dahilan pa ako para masira ang plano mo sa araw na ito… gusto ko lang sabihin sa’yo na nandito lang ako kapag kailangan mo ako…pag hindi ka na busy. totoo yon! walang biro! ayaw mong maniwala? Ganon kita kamahal kasi! ayaw mo pa ring maniwala? Haaay! remember this, kahit singit lang ako lagi sa buhay mo, kahit biglaan mo lang na natatawag ako dahil nagulat ka, nasaktan ka, nauntog ka o dahil part ang pangalan ko nung binabasa mo sa text, you will be in my heart always… trial after trial isipin mo kasama mo ako na lumalakad, hindi man sa buhangin, kasama mo pa rin ako… sa lahat plano mo, kahit hindi mo ako kasama perfecting it… para mas maging masaya ka… minsan tayo naman ang mag-usap ha? minsan ako naman ang dalawin mo… miss na talaga kita eh… sa akin hindi ka singit lang…" JESUS

Paki forward ha para naman malaman ng iba kung gaano ako kapanabik sa kanila… pero paki tanggal yung name ng nag- forward sayo…

I KNOW YOU WILL RESPOND!

What if God couldn’t take the time to bless us today because we couldn’t take the time to thank Him yesterday? What if God decided to stop leading us tomorrow because we didn’t follow Him today? What if we never saw another flower bloom because we grumbled when God sent the Rain? What if God didn’t walk with us today because we failed to recognize it as His day? What if, God took away the Bible tomorrow because we would not read it today? What if, God took away His message because we failed to listen to the messenger?

THINK ABOUT THIS ONE…….. What if, God didn’t send His only begotten Son because He wanted us to be prepared to pay the price for sin. What if, the door of the church was closed because we did not open the door of our heart? What if, God stopped loving and caring for us because we failed to love and care for others? What if, God would not hear us today because we would not listen to Him? What if, God answered our prayers the way we answer His call to service? What if, God met our needs the way we give Him our lives??? What if, We failed to send this message on?? And Always think…..before you say something to other person….try to reflect first to yourself…cause you might hurt someone…or just simply hurt JESUS!!!

Wala lang… Fully loaded ang utak ko today!!! But I had a nice time sleeping…Plus ang mga pasaway kong kaibigan abah eh sinuswerte sa buhay:

Kuya JC: Wahaha! Level 1 pa rin ako sa Alien Shooter… nextime, wag mo ako iniistorbo para maka-level 3 ako ha? Oh, tol! don’t forget your vitamins…TC

Mabz: Abah! Magdahan dahan sa boyfriend! Now you’ll gonna need my advice na! Hmmm… Wag pagkakapuyatan ang bagong bf! Nakakapangit… naku sis, ang eyebags ingatan.

Group8 sa Bowling class: Miss ko na kayo!

Ate Cheq: "Ate… kahit na anong mangyari di ko papatulan tukmol na yun! Iyong iyo na"

How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is
fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds
darkness not only in one’s culture but within oneself? If there is a
stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when
one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a
life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of
contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once
life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great
pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a
worthy expression of leaning into the light.

-Barry Lopez

Ang sad ng story ng revenge of the sith!!! Nakaka-asar! Hayy! Thank God my summer class’ over!!! whoa! tutulog ako buong linggo…

"When each day is the same as the next, its because people fail to recognize the good things that happen in their lives everyday that the sun rises."

–from the alchemist

The value of a person is not measured on the success they had in life…

what a person could be is only true to the perspective of others
but is subjected to constant flux depending on how a person manages his or her life… that’s why sometimes in life, you either follow the manipulation of others or you decide for yourself. It’s either you go straight ahead or stop in the middle, you go up or fall down, either you took your chance or just forget it…

what we think is little maybe one lifetime for the others… what we have on our pockets may be millions for someone who have nothing in life.

The greatest lesson in life is right under our nose…

—reflections 05-07-05

I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car.

I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots.

And the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick– it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh — even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it that you’re not around.

And the fact that you didnt call.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you - - not even close, not even a little

bit, not any at all.

—written by Karen McCullah Lutz & Kirsten Smith; adapted from the play by William Shakespeare